I’m here today, admittedly, with a feeling of emptiness. It’s been hard to figure out how to process the events of this past week. Sure, lots has been splattered on social media – outrage, anger, so many different opinions. But no common ground. The violent breach of the capitol came close, but even that moment quickly devolved into even more shouting and division as to who’s to blame, not just in Washington but around the country. It feels like a civil war, which is why I have this deep sense of emptiness and sadness.
Is there anything that will hold us together?
On Friday night David Brooks spoke about the first time he visited the capitol. He was 11 or 12 years old, wide-eyed, filled with awe. History explodes before you, he said. The characters of our past loom over you. It feels like sacred space, which is why we call it our temple of democracy.
I remember feeling the exact same way when I walked through its halls for the first time. It was 1976, and we were taking a bicentennial tour through DC, Monticello, Philadelphia, and Gettysburg. I’ll never forget standing in Statuary Hall, gazing up into the rotunda, or peering into the Senate chamber, the location of the most difficult, challenging, but important debates in American history.
As I watched the video images of last Wednesday, I felt as though our temple had been desecrated – more than just breached or intruded, but invaded. Trampled upon.
Whether you believe Wednesday was the act of very few or the collective act of many, it hardly matters. Whether you think President Trump should be applauded or held accountable, the challenge remains the same. We’ve got to ask: How did we get to this place? And where do we go from here?
All of us: from those whose radical views have exploded into vitriol to those whose opinions feel smug and annoying. Sure, those who ransacked the capitol should and will be held accountable. But our national angst goes beyond this one particular moment and beyond one particular group of angry people. It touches us all and requires each of us to respond.
I’m fully aware of my role. I’m a pastor in a church. And some of you have suggested that pastors have no place in political debate and that our political leanings should be kept quiet and unobtrusive. I agree to a certain extent. Very few if any of you know how I vote or what party I’ve affiliated with my entire life. But to suggest that pastors have no voice in political dialogue is absurd. The story of Jesus is the story of a man who engaged in social and political dialogue his entire ministry. He spoke truth to power. He railed against regimes that left the vulnerable behind. He abhorred violence, begging his disciples to follow the way of forgiveness and love for enemy.
So as we try to figure out who we are and where we go from here, let’s start there – in the scripture.
In fact, let’s start at the very beginning – the very first story of faith, the first days of creation, when the book of Genesis tells us that the world was formless, and that only water covered the face of the deep.
Water, the building block for life. We’d never survive without it …. so should we be surprised that the Bible takes water so seriously? It shows up 722 times, including the very first and very last chapters of scripture.
These words, so familiar: “In the beginning when God created the heavens and the earth, the earth was a formless void and darkness covered the face of the deep, while a wind from God swept over the face of the WATERS.”
I grew up thinking that in the beginning was nothing … but Genesis tells us that in the beginning was … WATER … a “formless void” surrounded by “darkness” … water that was a place of chaos, fear and absence from God. It was a frightening place.
“In the beginning” was that place.
That’s the beginning of the OT. Now skip to the beginning of the NT – to Mark’s Gospel, the very first chapter. [Read verses 4-5]. 4 John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5 And people from the whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem were going out to him, and were baptized by him in the river Jordan [in THE WATER!].
You probably noticed that Mark’s gospel doesn’t begin in a manger or in the shepherds’ fields. No mention of angels or wise men. Instead, for Mark, the story of Jesus begins in WATER – and not just any water, but water that’s all stirred up and restless. Why? because the lives of the people who were there were all stirred up and restless.
That’s what I feel like right now: that we’re all stirred up and restless, loaded with sin and anger, confusion and craziness.
Here’s the amazing thing: The Bible starts in that place .. in that deep, dark, messy place. But the Bible adds a twist. What does God do to that water? God speaks into it and says, “Let there be life.” And what does Jesus do to the messy water of the Jordan River. Does he walk away from it? Criticize it? Judge it? No .. he steps into the middle of it. Why? Because when GOD steps in the water, everything changes … and everything becomes new again.
I don’t know about you, but I need to hear that at the beginning of every new year and especially after a week like we’ve just experienced .. because We need a reset. And “reset” is precisely what’s at the heart of God. No matter the situation, no matter how dark and grim it might be, no matter how chaotic or frightening … God is willing to step into the middle of the mess and invite us into a brand new beginning … a reset.
Here’s the amazing thing: God offers us this reset not from afar, not as some distant diety, not by avoiding the mess we’ve created, but by getting as close to it as possible. Bryan Stephenson would say that he gets proximate to it. Eugene Peterson would say that he enters into its neighborhood and stays awhile. Not to fight, but to love. Not to condemn, but to heal. That’s the first thing Jesus does in his ministry: he enters into the mess, our mess, and then in verse 14 he says “Repent.” In other words, let’s start all over again. Reset.
The New Testament ritualizes this “first step of God” in the waters of baptism, where we are reminded that God has brought us into his family, sets a place for us at the table, gives us the fulness of his inheritance – then challenges us to “Follow me.” To walk in the way of Jesus. To be rooted in the way of God.
But are we?
It should come as no surprise when I say that as Christians we should care about the things Jesus cares about: love, forgiveness, justice, mercy, peace. And we should want to be rooted in those things … but sometimes, I have to admit, I go to bed and think, “What was I really rooted in today?” When I’m honest, I realize that there are days when I’ve been rooted not in the ways of Jesus, but in anger, fear, pride, self-righteousness. I realize that I’ve been more concerned about being right than faithful. I’ve spoken more than I’ve listened, I’ve expected from others more than I’ve given to others.
What about you? What about us?
There’s a lot that went wrong last Wednesday, and in the days before and after. There are lots of opinions as to WHY we are where we are. But as we step into the future, I’d like to focus not as much on the WHY, but the WHAT: What are we going to care about the most? What are we going to be rooted in? Loyalty to a cause, a party, a person? or loyalty to Jesus. Politics that demonize or relationships that love? Causes that incite violence, or beloved communities built of peace. Which will you choose?
On Friday, Mike Bitzer reminded us that we Americans have always been called to form “a more perfect union.” We have never been perfect, but it’s our charge to try to be more perfect. It’s not been easy and we’ve made plenty of mistakes along the way. But our call is to continue … to keep pursuing a basic notion: That all people are created equal. That all are endowed by God with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. And if you care about this union, then you know that these things matter. it’s going to take a great deal of courage and conviction and common purpose, where we look at one another as fellow citizens, not enemies. With respect, not hate.
This last year has been tough. A pandemic, the brutal murder of George Floyd, a summer of protests and riots, a charged election, and now the desecration of our temple to democracy.
It’s time for a reset, a new beginning. The best place I know to begin is at the waters of our baptism, when God steps into our messy lives and says “Let’s do this. Together.”
When I was a kid, I loved to play in the ocean, unless I was alone. That's when it seemed so scary and murky. The waves were big. I didn’t know what was underneath the surface. But when dad would come into the water, suddenly it was a playground, and I never wanted to leave ... as long as we were together.
Something special happened last Sunday night, just three days before the chaos at the capitol. [Tell the story of retiring Republican Sen. Lamar Alexander playing Christmas carols on a piano in a Senate office building; Democratic Sen. Tim Kaine shows up and begins playing along on his harmonica. Later we learn that they're very close friends and have played Christmas carols together for years. Why can't we play music together?]
As we begin this new year, remember God’s promise to join us in this murky water … to walk with us into the dawn of a new day. Let’s do it. Together.
Pray with me. Dear God, we need help and we need hope. In our nation’s time of uncertainty and grief, we need you to remind us that since the beginning of time you have been welcoming us out of chaos, out of fear, out of darkness, into the dawn of a new day. Remind us, Lord, that there is a river whose streams flow with grace and love, and there is a peace that tears down walls of division. Bring to us your peace. Unite us according to your purpose. Root us in love, ground us in hope, a hope that is built on nothing less than you, our rock, our strength, our redeemer. Amen.